Below are the 16 most recent journal entries recorded in pbr_me_asap's LiveJournal:

Saturday, January 13th, 2007
1:15 pm	Getting Better Oh glorious day I am starting to feel better congestion is just about gone I can hear again. Linguring cough yet but 100X better then I have been. I will not be going out tonight I want this thing completely gone. I just want to send my love out to my people especially Gavin and Carrie whom are celebrating their birthdays I am sorry I won't be joining you. I am going grocery shopping today to get out of the house only left one time this week so I am a little blue. Plus it will be nice to have some food in the house. I have also made up my mind, and I think I have the proper drive, so I just might, you never know, do ya. Confused well I am going to quit smoking or reserving it for when I am drunk, and I am going to join the YMCA on Monday and try to get myself healthy. When you watch daytime TV with closed caption it can change the way you precieve things well I know why don't feel good well more than the average preson that is is because I am not healthy I don't live a very healthy life style and I rarely get exercise so I am going to try to change that. Maybe just maybe I can be an even better Nick Bies. I know, I know, thats nearly impossible but I think it can be done. I love you all Nick. Current Music: "We've Only Just Begun"- The Carpenters (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 11th, 2007
8:37 am	Being sick sucks. Ten reasons why being sick sucks. 1. Your sick 2. Its a complete bore 3. Coughing sucks 4. The mucus 5. Tired all the time 6. cough drops taste horrible 7. I just wanna eat but sore throat 8. I actually miss work 9. I wanna get drunk 10. Daytime TV sucks uderdandat nutin much Current Music: None, I wouldn't enjoy it anyways (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 29th, 2006
9:56 pm	Well I am glad thats over. I was kind of blue over the last few days or so but now I feel fine. Which really makes me happy because that kind of sucked. I now have to stay away from alcohol for up to eight months and I think I am ok with that. Not that I am an alcoholic or anything I barely drink two nights a week just that I would have so much fun doing it. This weekend will be my first test cause I plan on going out. Current Mood: happy Current Music: "Livin Thing"- ELO (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 27th, 2006
10:49 pm	Karmas' Victim I think I maybe depressed but I am not sure cause I haven't really been here before. I don't know what to think, I have no energy, and I think Karma is fucking with me. I think if their was a god the asshole is probably trying to get me. Well anyways I didn't go to Phil's weadding shower and I was kind of sick all day on Saturday but I forced myself to go out anyways. I was kind of in a funk all weekend and I thought I could shake it somehow but failed miserably. Well anywho went to some bars in Kaukauna. First bad Karma didn't return calls that I missed. Second kind of blew off old friend from Dick's Drive In days another check for bad karma. Third said some things in hind sight that I didn't want to say. Tried to correct some wrongs got pulled over for loud exhaust and little did I know that my lisense was suspended so I had to walk home about 2 miles or so not that bad but was slightly buzzed and I never made it to Phil's party. No I did not get a DUI but now I have to get my car fixed and I didn't really want to do that oh well thats what I get when I make bad decissions. I now know that I have literally nothing to offer a woman so I think I may just forget about that happening at all. I have no drive to try to succeed. I don't really want anything. I am overweight and have a unsightly skin disorder so when I look at the complete picture of my life I sometimes get down on myself. Now I am letting that affect my friendships, and I don't know exactly when things started to go wrong, well I do have an idea somewhere around 2-27-1980. Ever since I can remember my life has been made up of series of bad decisions. If I keep this up I will just end being the loser I was destined to be. Current Mood: depressed Current Music: "Splish Splash"- Bobby Darin (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, August 22nd, 2006
8:34 pm	Personal Improvement It has long been awaited by myself to go to a Dermatologist and get my psoriasis taken care of. Well tomorrow is my appointment and hopefully Dr. Kagen can give me something to take care of this. This will help my physical appearance and also I think with my self-esteem which I think I don't really need help with because I already know I am great. I think it could also change the way strangers react to me, though I think most fear me due to my large stature. Well it will be nice to not have to be itchy all the time, and I will probably be able sleep better. Current Mood: happy Current Music: "MOR"- Blur (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 20th, 2006
4:08 am	Fiday Night I woke up this morning thinking that Friday night kind of sucked. I was wrong what I could remember in that instant was it sucking. I thought for a while piecing together the events of the evening and I came to preliminary conclusion that it was if fact alright. Then I talked to Mike (Gavin) about it and he filled me in on some forgotten details and I realized that it was actually a pretty good night. I yelled at some Christians about god being dead and also something about choosing Hell over jesus. Not that it matters much because they are both crap Hell, and jesus that is. Mike also told me that I was gonna get into a fight for doing the right thing, that made me happy because being a positive force is a full time job. Also scaring creepy little boys away from the girls. I also did drink a ridiculous amount of alcohol. Time to get negative I will try to keep it short but the worst part of the night was by far Darcy and her friend Kim. They have no dignity and can not have fun without little boys trying to get into thier pants, and for taking that away from them I will apologize. If you are not having fun it is because you are no fun, fun is a way of life not something that just happens unless of course I am their I have the ability. Next time I go to Green Bay definitely will be with reinforcements and not those that suck. I will close out with thanking Judy (Darcy's mom) for a fantastic dinner, and Mike for saving the evening cause it would have definitely sucked if he didn't come with me. Current Mood: as a little girl with a pony Current Music: Chicago- Feeling Stronger Everyday (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 15th, 2006
10:53 am	I may start posting my drinking tab here. Why? you may ask. Well because I am really begining to hate myspace with a passion it kind of sucks except for the Jeckyl's Defcon 5 crew that page rules. With Squishy going to school in Chicago it looks like this guy is going to make some money next fall and winter. That will be nice because I really want to cut down on drinking. First of life kind of rules and I don't wanna die when I turn 40 so I am really thinking about my life style. I may end up assimalating myself to more of an american life style (that will suck), but it will be better off in the long run. I figure if I lose about 100 to 150 lbs. I will become such an arrogant prick that girls might acctually like me just kidding I am a Bies you know. (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 6th, 2005
4:53 pm	Monday and Wednesday Monday- Defcon 4 reached Bazils Alcohol: $5.50 Tip: $1.50 Juke: $0.00 Jeckyls Alcohol: $33.00 Tip: $6.00 Juke: $4.00 Wednesday- Defcon 3.5 ruined by drama over throwing coasters Alcohol: $24.00 Tip: $4.00 Juke: $4.00 Two day totals Alcohol: $62.50 Tips: $11.50 Juke: $8.00 YTD Totals Alcohol: $148.84 Tips: $27.00 Juke: $17.00 Current Mood: calm Current Music: Rolling Stones "You Can't Always Get What You Want" (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, October 3rd, 2005
5:43 pm	Saturday The Pit Stop Alcohol: $20.00 Tip: $3.50 Juke: $0.00 Piggly Wiggly $7.34 for twelver of High Life YTD Totals Alcohol: $86.34 Tip: $15.50 Juke: $9.00 Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: Maroon 5 (God I hate the radio) (Comment on this)
5:37 pm	Friday Ginger Roots Alcohol: $13.00 Tip: $2.00 Juke: N/A Kokomos Alcohol: $15.00 Tip: $5.00 Juke: $5.00 Jeckyls: $8.50 Tip: $1.50 Juke: $4.00 Friday totals Alcohol: $36.50 Tip: $8.50 Juke: $9.00 Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: Bon Jovi (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 29th, 2005
4:48 pm	Octoberfest Alcohol: $22.50 Tips: $3.50 Juke Box:$00.00 Total: $26.00 YTD=$26.00 (Comment on this)
Friday, September 23rd, 2005
5:31 pm	Last night. Defcon 4 a story of slight drunkeness. Last night got drunk got to Dr. Jeckyls at about 5:45 stayed their till Matt brought me home. Needless to say work was not alot of fun today. Squishy did Defcon 5s with me he seemed relatively wasted by the time I left all in all I say we hit Defcon 4 short of the ultimate goal of complete anihalation. Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: "Little Willy"- The Sweet (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 20th, 2005
9:23 pm	"Lost" Tomorrow and Alcohol Consumption The season premiere of Lost is tomorrow. Lost is the greatest show on T.V. right now anticipation beyond belief right now. This may be conflicted with flag football and I don't know what time we play at. Nothing to much new here worked 83 hours this pay period already with three days to go probably be all twelve hour days who knows. Which means my next paycheck will be pretty tight. Which then means a good possibility of reaching DEFCON 5. I have decided to use this as a money tracker for how much money I spend at bars I will be starting this weekend. The time period will span Octoberfests. Current alocation of funds: Alcohol (in dollars)- $0 Tips (in dollars)- $0 Juke box money - $0 To insure the accuracy of this experiment I will only be using my check card at bars in which the tip will be added only after I know how much I spent of alcohol. I am anticipating an average of $10 a week in juke box money. I will be making a guess in this post as to how much I spend in a year. Estimated annual spendatures: Alcohol- $4,500 Tips - $750 Juke - $520 WOW that seems like alot. Current Mood: tired Current Music: "Heroin" - The Velvet Undergroud (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 18th, 2005
9:36 pm	I thought I was drunk but it appears as if I have been abducted Several months ago I got totally wasted or so I thought but now I know the truth. I took the survey and yes I have been abducted by aliens. http://www.aliensthetruth.com/survey_abduct.php?view=0 Current Mood: dorky Current Music: Don't Leave me This Way By Thelma Houston (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 17th, 2005
4:34 pm	First post ever. I have a few friends that post here so I thought that I would give it a try. Last night went to Dr. Jeckyl's spent $80 or so got pretty lit up. Spent much of the evening with my two closest friends Craig and Dan. We did some bar hoping on College Ave. in Appleton. As a whole a very good night. Woke up at about noon today didn't want to make any thing ordered pizza from Figaro's had a garlic chicken club well half of it at least. The rest is for later. Some speculation for the up coming evening is a possibility of quarter barrel races always a good drunk. For some reason I don't think that this is going to happen. Badgers play tonight looking forward to that. Current Mood: peaceful Current Music: Bee Gees -More Than a Woman (Comment on this)
4:34 pm	First post ever. I have a few friends that post here so I thought that I would give it a try. Last night went to Dr. Jeckyl's spent $80 or so got pretty lit up. Spent much of the evening with my two closest friends Craig and Dan. We did some bar hoping on College Ave. in Appleton. As a whole a very good night. Woke up at about noon today didn't want to make any thing ordered pizza from Figaro's had a garlic chicken club well half of it at least. The rest is for later. Current Mood: peaceful Current Music: Bee (Comment on this)